Another Day for a Mistake

I think, I see
A Thing I can never be
I hear, The rain
Drowning my pain

Swallowing all that I can breathe.
The Past I've Seethed
The lost I found
Because my minds so far away

Because I can't see
What these things mean to me
The uselessness of the air in my lungs
Falling from every single rung

Even with happiness around.
The harder I will hit the ground
To pick myself up once more
Knowing I will be on the floor

And yet I wake
Another day I make
Just to see
What I will never be.